Like the soft petals of the beautiful and symbolic Rose, we are but fragile beings. Masked by the image of poise as thorns grew increasingly menacing.

In the symbolisation of love, one does not simply set out to believe its existence. It has to be taught, experienced. The mindset to believe is a tricky path, for a wrong turn can send you tumbling through acres and acres of the hidden jungle. Where you may seek solace and peace or drown in the fear of the unknown.

Some are lucky to be cradled in love from the beginning of life. Some are not. Some learnt it the hard way, some threw themselves over love repeatedly without understanding its beauty. She, for one of the many million, walked through a journey of self doubt. Brought down by her capabilities to emote, she questions if it ever did exist. The influence of scientific nature taught us to analyse facts and data. Emotions have no data, no trend, no conclusions.

As the dilemma unfolds, a story begun.

She was all but a tiny Rose bud, refusing the immense love showered above her. For the thought of it relishing its powers over her was too much to process. Instead, shunned away, she seek comfort in solitude. Until one day, she woke to a unfamiliar warmth and comforting light that almost carried her up. A peculiar feeling, unknown to the world. Caught in the trance of pure love, the tiny Rose bud grew. Ever so beautiful in a place she never felt she belonged. The sun never stopped smiling. The curse was lifted.

In this winding journey of uncertainty, the curse creeps back through the roots unknowingly. Thorns grew sharper, words grew harsher. The sun does not understand the curse, for he cannot see. What you see, you do not understand. What you observe, you appreciate. The symbiotic relationship in all aspects of nature involves appreciation and tolerance. The strongest wins the war.

When thrown in the pit of unfamiliarity, the answer lies within. Jump one stone at a time, for the path has been set. The key is simply to observe and have faith. Once the Sun and the Rose appreciates the nature of their existence and the importance of love, they can then grow as one. Stronger than ever before.



In a world through which I travel, I am endlessly creating myself 

Travel. Feel Inspired Again.

I truly believe travelling is the key to happiness. You must have heard of phrases like

“Money can’t buy you happiness.”
“Go buy yourself an experience.”

Very true indeed. To be able to be heard or communicate in a deeper level, you need to adopt the level of understanding, empathy, feeling for that person. These skills are only gained, when you put yourself in someone else’s shoes, to live another version of you. When I say travelling, I certainly don’t mean sightseeing and capturing the landmarks of cities. I mean living the life of the locals and understanding the way they live. That way, you truly appreciate the beauty and flaws of the country, the culture, the food, lifestyle, geography. It makes you appreciate parts of your life back home too. Or you could use some ideas you’ve learnt through these experiences and take it into your life and make it better. Travelling also clears your mind from the constant stress we get all day. By escaping for a few weeks, you allow your mind to rest and rejuvenate. You will become more efficient and you get inspired and motivated. Most often than not, work doesn’t inspire you. You’re basically told what to do and you just do that one thing really well. Let your soul breathe and see that life has more meaning to that. Feel inspired again.

Travelling gives you more insights to what the world has to offer. The biggest mistake any man can make is to assume they are already living in the best state without finding out what the rest of the world is like. Thats the kind of ignorance I don’t want to adopt. Through conversations with certain people, you can tell their ability to share, to empathise and connect at a level beneath all that superficial cues thrown at you in an attempt to impress you. Talking to someone who has seen the world gives you a different feeling. They understand you, they want to know more about you, they share, they are open minded, able to accept change and differences in people. Its a skill that one cannot simply learn through textbooks.

It is truly a privilege in our current era to be able to travel anytime, anywhere. Everything is an instant gratification. We basically grew up with that. Accept this privilege and make the best of it. We are all given a chance in this world to do great things. Not just exist. Learn from people from all walks of life. Be a better version of yourself.




Europe bound to be with the love of my life

Since he’s studying in Leicester, our annual meet ups are usually in Europe. So here’s the first one! 

Filtered effect due to the extremely foggy and chilly winter in London. The people were genuine, streets were safe, shopping was good. General city bustle. 

Not forgetting… the amazing winter wonderland! Shit loads of fun and adrenaline rush! 

Beautiful Christmas decorations. And OMG.. let us just gawk at how amazing Primark is!?? The last time I was here, I had a huge haul too! 

Rome struck me deep in my heart with their vast culture and history. I’ve been so interested and amazed with their history since being inspired by their grand ancient sites and museums. I’m in absolute awe. Rome is also warmer than most other European regions during winter too! That’s a huge bonus! 

How can we miss this this iconic pantheon? Took my breathe away. 

The palastine site. It’s almost like another Pompeii. One day I’ll be there! 

The beautiful, historical, amazing and famous Trevi Fountain in Rome. Legend says if you toss a coin and it lands in the fountain, you will return to the eternal city, Rome. 

Spent the entire day in The Vatican City in awe of the vast display of arts and the stories of the past in the Vatican museum, Sistine Chapel and St. Peter’s basilica. Is it one of the seven wonders? It should be! 

Paid £42 for 1kg of Fiorentina steak at Vito restaurant in Rome before we left! Second best steak I’ve ever eaten. Simply quality meat. 

The beautiful city scape of the beautiful Florence, Italy. Climbed the bell tower of the church to see this spectacular view. It’s about 600+ steps up and no elevator! But worth it! 

The best hotel we stayed throughout our Europe trip! Pontevechio Relais in Florence. Open the balcony door and you can admire the river, the Pontevechio and people taking strolls along the river bank. Incredible. So relaxed and comfortable. Also, the high ceiling. Just splendid! 

Made friends with a guy from Rome on our way in the sleeper train and he recommended that we need to dine at this family run restaurant. We didn’t know the entire town is gonna be there! It was crowded but oh the food was delicious and affordable. Life is worth living for food like this! 

Need I explain further how incredible the Church in Milan is? I think it’s world famous and truly remarkable. Photos don’t even do it justice. Be there to experience it for yourself.

The famous Eiffel Tower. I had no idea Mr Eiffel built this with a mini room at the top floor and held lavish meetings and events up there! 

Finally managed to go into the louvre! Didn’t manage to squeeze time in the last time I was in Paris. Walked the entire day. It’s impossible to finish viewing every piece within a trip. 

This trip, was for you. Merry Christmas and May this new year be an amazing year for us and everyone else alike. ❤️ 



Self actualization and happiness

When do you reach self actualization and truly know yourself? By what do you define happiness? There is a strong correlation. 

As we grow older, we come to a point where you’ve seen enough bullshit that you know exactly how you would react and make decisions and that self actualization of who you really are and the way you perceive yourself comes. Describe yourself. What kind of character do you uphold? You may not be able to describe yourself more than someone else can about you but you are the only validation you give yourself for who you are. Only you need to say okay to your character and your perception. Don’t let social media, reality, friends and family sway you away from who you were made to be. Your purpose for existence. 

The definition of happiness is seldom made as a fact. It is ultimately a feeling and can only be felt by you. When you assure yourself that that is what happiness looks like, then that’s what happiness looks like. Again, the way you perceive things. Growing up, different experience, friends, family, social influence can shape the way you define happiness. When you were young, having ice cream was happiness, but now, maybe the worlds largest treasury funds can’t make you happy. We seek too much with so little. Humans became greedy. As you grow older, the more you know can offer and you want all of it. 

The correlation between happiness and self actualization is strong. The answer lies within the balance of life. What do you actually seek? Happiness has different meanings in different stages of life. Once you seek yourself from within and look back and the person you become from those memories, you start perceiving what makes you happy the way you do. No memories can be exchanged for money, for the journey through time is the most valuable gift of all. The baby steps you took to become who you truly are today. Don’t cave in to societal demands of happiness and a particular being of desire. Life is lived by your own rules. 



Love of my life

Does anyone else feel the same about love? It makes you vulnerable but yet, also strong. 

Vulnerable because when you’re in love, the person inside you out shines who you try to be everyday. I appear headstrong and charged because that’s who I want to be, knowing that I’m really just a little girl curious about the world out there. I try to be that person until I truly became. The power of fake it till you make it. There’s science behind it too. But when you truly love someone, a part of you says it’s okay to show who you really are deep inside. True love only happens when you be yourself. For that person accepts every beauty and flaw that comes with you. 

Strong; because it brings out the better person in you. You’re reminded that you have to be strong to be able to sustain the relationship. It works both ways. When you love someone, you literally can go to the moon and back. The power of Love shall not be underestimated. Humans were known to do the unthinkable for the love of their life. With such a strong will power, you can accomplish anything. Anything. 

Love requires patience, understanding, compromisation, acts of kindness, to keep the flame alive. It’s not just a feeling. It’s how you develop it. Even a flame burns in different colours and produce different outcomes. Dimmer  doesn’t mean less, just as brighter does not mean more. A dim flame is subtle yet warm and loving, whilst not showing off, it’s a slow and steady heating process. A bright flame is strong and powerful, fast and dangerous. Either way, it does the same job. Just as love gives us all the mutual feeling of euphoria.

Always remember. If you have the same goal in mind and you only think about that goal and not worry about the small hiccups along the way, you’ll go further than expected. Just like every road has its little bumps but still take you to the same destination. It’s the little bumps that give you a memorable journey. 



P.S This is for you, my love 

To control your thoughts is to control your life. 

Being stuck in this constant inner debate with myself surfaces many questions. What do I really love? My life is so tired that I can’t find the time to relax and find my inner peace to figure out what truly makes me happy. This hustling to emerge at the top has diminished what used to be that flame to keep me burning for my future. Exhaustion, the lack of time, has forced me to be an introvert, something I never associated myself with. I resorted to being pushed around by waves of social demands and what others perceive as success and happiness. The two qualities that people often work towards when they start getting their shit together. 

What do you truly want to do in life? Is this what you chose? Or is this fate given to you in a lucky draw coupon that you accepted without bargaining for a better one? Human beings were once strong and united people with minds that only seek for the better of the ones they love and care about. When you make a decision, do you make it for yourself or for the people around you? 

In the past, a 10 member strong family all make the choices in their life with the consideration of their 9 other counterparts. Together we are stronger. The power of the human spirit and brainwaves in perfect sync is more powerful than you can ever imagine. People in the current era has resorted to the fight for survival. The strongest win. This is not all entirely our fault but that of evolution. This exponential increase in human population has forced this trait in us. If we don’t fight for ourselves, who will? We lack this bond and team spirit we used to uphold ever so proudly.  

With an over saturation of people with self centered attitude, it sprouts beautiful souls of free spirited people who care less about the world and what society perceives of them. They harness the energy within and only seek what deem fit for their unique personality. 

Only when you can control your thoughts, you can control your mind. Seek and Ye shall find. But don’t push yourself too hard to ask for something that hasn’t shone its way into your life. Think in the moment. What makes you happy right now? Maybe a little greedier, what makes you happy today? Count your blessings and let your thoughts pave the way. Just keep believing you were made for a higher purpose, even if you never got to reach there, you leave this world with the greatest gift, Believe.



The Greatest Love of All

Even right now, I am only 10% in favour of having my own children. Reason being, I’m selfish. I don’t think I will ever be ready to be a mother. A life time of responsibilities. Hard earned money just to raise my children. What about my hopes and dreams? I think many people in the 20s can attain to that. As the header of this blog states, “Making The World My Home” clearly, is self explanatory. Be a universal traveler and make the world my home. How was I to do that and raise children? In the past, people have the luxury to stay home as wives and take care of children while the father is the sole bread winner of the family. Given the current context of high competitiveness, its hardly possible to do that unless you intend to seek a simple life and work hard relentlessly for the sake of your children. There is bound to be tremendous amount of sacrifice.

One day over lunch, I was conversing with an online buyer who is interested in buying the leather jacket that my boyfriend bought but couldn’t fit in. It was a new piece and I was trying to sell it away online. This wasn’t the first time I did this for him. I’ve met countless irritating buyers who ask so many questions, met up with them and not show up. So the point is, I thought to myself. Why am I doing this for him without getting any profit in return? Why do I sacrifice my precious time and effort to do this for him? The answer was because I love him. That’s all there is. I did it out of pure love and no questioning.

In the beginning of adulthood or after bad break up you tend to tell yourself that you foresee yourself being single. Of course it was the easiest option. And then you met a guy who gave you all the reasons to love him. You start showering him with endless love and support. Even though you’re tired after work, you still bring yourself to drive up to his house to meet him an even on weekends. All that you do for love. Its simply the same notion for caring for your child isn’t it?

I don’t want children right now because I’m not ready. When will I ever be? You will only be ready for love when you see it and feel it right in front of you. As human beings, I believe we are born to adapt and to nurture and to continue the generation of human kind. We will be ready when the time comes. Take a leap of faith and you will know what to do. When you finally understand the deeper meaning of true love and self sacrifice for a greater kind of love, for others before self, you will see things in a different light. Life will have a new profound form of joy and happiness that no money can buy.




Im at the edge of the cliff. Standing and gazing up above at the people soaring high with their full fledged wings wide open. How do I get up there? I have no guidance because my parents, whom I solely depend on my entire life does not know either.

In a recent video that featured Steve Harvey, he discussed about how we need to take the jump. Its okay to be afraid. It depends on what you define as happiness. Are you alright with seeing others soar in the air ? Do you want to be like them? If you want to learn to fly, the first lesson you need to learn is to fall. When you take that leap of faith off the cliff, you’re going to get hurt, get scraped along the edge of the cliff, struggle and maybe fall. But you will eventually learn a very valuable lesson and learn how to fly.

My theory is, just take the jump. Don’t be afraid to fall. If you stay put, you’re never getting anywhere in life. Take the jump. For even if you fall, you learned a beautiful lesson and you gave yourself a chance in life. Your chance to use the wings you were given. To soar. Even if you end up fancying a life on the ground after having a taste of flying, you had a life well lived. You made full use of your time and opportunity and you made it happen.

When you’re old enough and have kids to tell your stories to, they will look up to you and you’ll have an amazing life story to portray. Do not be afraid. What’s the worst that could happen? You won’t die. Its an amazing journey where you truly find yourself.

Live life to your full potential. Take the jump!




A Dream Is A Wish Your Heart Makes

The sad reality of dreams. Dreams used to be a part and parcel of life. You used to have great ambitions and dream of the impossible. But soon, that light at the end of the tunnel seem to diminish all too quickly.

When I was younger, I dream to one day be the first female president. My parents encouraged me to pursue it and believed that I will get there. I was an overachiever. Well, you can say I did become a president. I became the president of my school’s choir ensemble. I limited myself and thought that was good enough because wanting to be president just seemed so impossible to reach. I allowed myself to settle with that.

I was 16 and studying triple sciences in school. By the way, I loved it. Even though it was stressful, it brought me meaning and ignited a passion for science. Hence, I wanted to be a scientist and publish journal papers when I am 20. When I was 20, I soon realised that dream was impossible. You cant publish a journal paper unless you’re doing your PhD. And that would mean you are at least 26. Or that you’re a genius. I backed out from that dream as it was too much of a winding road for me. I gave up working towards that altogether.

I’m 22 now. One day, a friend asked me, what are your dreams? I didn’t know how to answer. I realize I stopped dreaming. Its unfortunate how we all reach a point in life that we know too much and can predict the probability of  achieving our dreams that we just distinguish that flame. We stop trying. “A dream is a wish your heart makes.” But, your heart is tired. You are tired. You’ve succumbed to living a life of routine, comfort and ease that you don’t seek for more and dream ahead. A part of me has died along with my ability to dream.

Finding your way again and finding your will to strive for a certain success or dream isn’t easy. You need to take a break and do some soul searching. Let your heart decide for once. Feel and dig deep within for that endearing thought. What is burning? What are your desires? What makes you happy? Forget the What ifs. Just get on with it and hang on to that feeling. Let it take you to places. Try and try again. Having the dream and the will to pursue it is the key to a happy heart.  Don’t be afraid to dream. You might just get there.